Life and the works

Posted by robertsma in boys, life, love, relationship, sad

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I have to say that dating at my age is not as easy as it may seem. The whole go out and get your party on and meet cute boys, just doesn't exist for me. I say this because I don't drink nor do I smoke. I am what you call straightedge and I love it. Most guys I know are not for my decision but do I care? HEEEELLL NAAW. Anyways, I recently changed my eating habits and am a full time vegetarian ;) what do you think of that?

Boy do I get off topic....speaking of boys...

I wish I could find a guy who is looking for a relationship, which is pretty much impossible. Sure I meet guys in lots of ways, but they honestly never want a relationship at this age. Even older guys are not as interested in relationships, well the ones I choose at least. I don't even choose my relationships, they sorta just come to me and they never end the way I want it to. The last "dating scenario" I had, involved me taking a risk with a guy and not getting my heart broken but just not getting what I wanted. Boy does it suck....

I always feel like I am the only girl who goes through dumb stuff like this. I just the right guy would walk into my life, hell, I think every girl feels that way. I just hope I don't end up alone, without a life partner.

My depressing life.